The Vicious Cycle of Pure O | Purely Obsessional OCD & Mental Health in Turkey
“I started having these thoughts in my head and images that were really disturbing, and I couldn’t make sense of them because it just came suddenly and violently and intensely—and I had no idea what to do with myself.
“I thought I had lost my mind. Officially.”
Her symptoms came on suddenly and surprisingly, in her early college years, and a diagnosis followed at age 19.
Pinar suffers from Pure O, Harm OCD. According to the website Intrusive Thoughts, Pure O is a type of OCD in which a sufferer engages in hidden compulsions. Instead of combating their intrusive thoughts with visible rituals such as hand-washing or counting, they perform repetitive, mental rituals to minimize stress.
Pinar has detailed her journey with safety related compulsions in the terrific OC87 Recovery Diaries essay she penned titled “The Trauma of Not Being Traumatized Enough: My Life with Pure OCD.”
This month, OC87 Recovery Diaries is pleased to present a video featuring Pinar, as she wrestles not only with her Pure O, but also the media’s portrayal of the condition.
According to Pinar, “the way media portrays mental illness is that you have to have suffered some big tragedy some big loss or you have to have fought in a war to be able to earn the right to have PTSD, or you should have really awful parents right?”
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She was one of five international guests at the 2019 Write on the Ocean Women Writers’ Retreat that OC87 Recovery Diaries hosted in Cape May, NJ.
We took the opportunity of this gathering to interview our international guests. The interviews resulted in a new OC87 Recovery Diaries video series titled “Writers Talk,” in which we meet people discussing the important relationship between writing and mental health recovery.
We will post interviews with each of the “fabulous five” writers featured in this special OC87 Recovery Diary series. They include Liza Brock (Australia), Claire Eastham (England), Florence Mukangenzi (Rwanda), Pinar Tarhan (Turkey), and Sanjukta Chauhan (India).
We hope you’ll enjoy getting this international perspective on writing and mental health. We know you’ll enjoy meeting these terrific, articulate women.