Paramedic Mental Health: Empathy in the Eye of the Storm - OC87 Recovery Diaries

Paramedic Mental Health: Empathy in the Eye of the Storm


“The beauty about paramedicine is you have these really intimate relationships that last about thirty minutes, and then you’re done,” says paramedic Ian Stoddart. “I like it when there’s a big tornado coming up and I’m right in the eye of it and you have to be able to respond that way and then it’s over and done with. That’s part of it. I like the excitement, the adrenaline rush of that.”

Intimate, true. Intense might also be another word to describe an average paramedic’s encounter with the public. Ultimately, paramedics are called to a scene because the people there can no longer handle that scene. And all of the scenes aren’t necessarily calm scenes.

When they arrive, it is up to a paramedic to take control. Naturally, there’s a lot of stress involved. And when you respond to multiple calls over many, many days, stress can’t help but build up.

Ian has been a paramedic for 32 years. That means 32 years of really intimate, intense experiences. Those kinds of experiences, exciting as they may be, do come at a cost in terms of mental health.

According to Ian, “It’s so cumulative. It’s not one specific incident. It’s all of these things adding up, and then often one incident will put you over the edge.”

For Ian, a particularly tragic call involving a young woman’s death by drug overdose triggered his mental health crisis. Self-care and empathy were keys to his recovery. Now, as Ian teaches paramedics and EMS workers, empathy and emotional care are priorities in his curriculum.

“Emotional care is 90% of a paramedic’s job. That’s how it should be,” Ian says, “but that gets lost sometimes.”

Ian’s story is part of Beneath the Vest, a special first responder series created by OC87 Recovery Diaries that explores the mental health journeys of the men and women who have chosen a career to help others, and realize they need to help themselves along the way. We know you’ll enjoy hearing his story.

EDITOR IN CHIEF: Gabriel Nathan | EDITOR: Glenn Holsten | DESIGN: Leah Alexandra Goldstein | PUBLISHER: Bud Clayman

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Glenn is an award-winning director who loves to create compelling documentary story experiences of all lengths for screens of all sizes. He is an avid reader, studied literature in college, and his passion for stories with strong characters and interesting narratives stems from those years. His career as a visual storyteller began at WHYY (the public television station in Philadelphia) where he worked for 15 years before becoming an independent filmmaker. In addition to his PBS documentaries about arts and culture, he has directed films about justice and human rights, and now, mental health. He was emboldened to undertake his current documentary project, Hollywood Beauty Salon, a colorful feature-length documentary about surviving mental illness and finding the courage for recovery, after his transformative experience directing OC87: The Obsessive Compulsive, Major Depression, Bipolar, Asperger’s Movie, along with Bud Clayman and Scott Johnston.