Depression and Gunshot Violence: Beyond the Bullet Survivors Speak
Some have been paralyzed for years; others, just months. They gather to collectively heal, support and uplift each other. Headlines may convey death tolls from gun violence. But what they don’t chronicle are the formidable challenges of being a survivor.
OC87 Recovery Diaries is proud to present the first in our four-part series “Beyond the Bullet: Gunshot Violence Survivors Speak.” The series presents members of the Gun Violence Survivors’ Support Group telling of their journeys of pain and healing, isolation and community, and, most beautifully, stories of recovery, love and support.
I am so pleased to introduce you to Charles Horton, a founding member of the group. Charles was injured at 17 years of age, and has been a disability activist for most of his life. He is a thoughtful human. Charles uses his experience to speak about the journey a newly disabled person must take when first injured—how one must “introduce” his old self to his new “disability-self,” and then move through the stages of acceptance. But it’s not easy.
Like many survivors of violence, Charles has s lived with mental health challenges—especially depression—for years. For him, the Gun Violence Survivors’ Support Group has been a bright light in his life, a new kind of family and a place where he can truly connect with people who understand what he might be going through at any time.
“This group has really given me a place where I can be me and I’m protected, and I have brothers and sisters and we are a family. Let’s get one thing straight. This group has really developed into a family that I can call somebody at any time, and just be like, “I’m going through something.” After 30 years I still go through it. You might get somebody two years in, that drops some jewels on you of wisdom, just something, and it just clicks for you, and make you feel better. So, our family has really touched me and has made me a better person, and I need them.”
I hope you enjoy listening to and learning from Charles (aka “Chuck”) as much as I have. All of the voices in this series deserve our attention. Their lives are the window into the very human suffering that gun violence has on our society. Yet their stories are filled with a strength and resilience that is awe-inspiring.