Cumulative PTSD for a Police Officer After 9/11 - short film

Cumulative PTSD for a Police Officer After 9/11

by

OC87 Recovery Diaries is proud to present the final video from our three-part series with first responders entitled “Beneath the Vest: Conversations about Mental Health.” The series was created to address the mental health challenges encountered by the first responder community; police, fire, and EMS. As in other parts of our society, first responders face a culture of stigmatization and discrimination, which may be keeping people from getting the help they need.

This video features Officer Ron Griffith, formerly of the NYPD. In his early days on the police force, Ron experienced plenty of excitement, and, as a result, plenty of trauma. The crack epidemic in New York City kept police officers busy, and Ron was right in the middle of the action. A relentless pursuit of “the bad guys” made him witness to many senseless acts of violence. Then came 9/11. Ron was a first responder at Ground Zero, and, to his deep dismay, he was unable to rescue any of those affected by the tragedy, including his own colleagues. The repeated exposure to trauma gradually began to affect him; he was hurting, but he didn’t know what to do with the hurt.

“In police culture, no one ever admits that they’re weak. No one ever admits that they’re hurting. Who do you admit it to? Who do you tell that to? You asked me about when I was early police life. My early police life I wanted to be a hero. I wanted to be a tough guy. I wanted to catch the bad guys. The guys that I looked up to; that’s what they were doing. Would I tell them I needed help? No, not in a million years. I wanted the respect of those guys.”

After 9/11, Ron’s personality shifted. He became a controlling, angry person. He says he wasn’t aware of this change until his family left him, and all he was left with cumulative PTSD. He finally sought help, and is now a terrific advocate for mental health. Helping others seems to be a significant way that Ron can help himself. He volunteers in his community, he’s a mentor and a coach for teens, and, importantly, he’s taking classes on peer support and stress management.

I asked Ron what he would say if he had a chance to talk to the next graduating class of the police academy. Here is his powerful response:

“I would tell them not to feel uncomfortable about the things that they feel, because it’s human. It’s natural. It’s natural when you see trauma to a family, when you see tragedy to a family, to experience pain. That’s normal.

 

We isolate ourselves from it, and we insulate ourselves from things like that so we can stay strong. So we can continue doing our jobs. But we do have to recognize that all that stuff is gonna have to come out sooner or later. So we should learn about diet and about exercise, and we have to talk about it. We have to. We have to work through it. We can’t just bottle it up, ’cause it’s gonna hurt us later on.”

 

 

See Related Recovery Stories: Mental Health Short Films, PTSD

Glenn is an award-winning director who loves to create compelling documentary story experiences of all lengths for screens of all sizes. He is an avid reader, studied literature in college, and his passion for stories with strong characters and interesting narratives stems from those years. His career as a visual storyteller began at WHYY (the public television station in Philadelphia) where he worked for 15 years before becoming an independent filmmaker. In addition to his PBS documentaries about arts and culture, he has directed films about justice and human rights, and now, mental health. He was emboldened to undertake his current documentary project, Hollywood Beauty Salon, a colorful feature-length documentary about surviving mental illness and finding the courage for recovery, after his transformative experience directing OC87: The Obsessive Compulsive, Major Depression, Bipolar, Asperger’s Movie, along with Bud Clayman and Scott Johnston.

Mental health recovery inspiration on YouTube, Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram.

251 Shares
Share
Tweet
Share
+1
Pin